*Calling him
Him: Hmmm, hello?
Moi: *sobbing* Awak tengah tidur ke?
Him: Hmmm. Kenapa ni menangis?
Moi: Handphone kita... rosak...
Him: Apa yang rosak?
Moi: Keypad dia... rosak teruk...
Him: Hmmm tulah awak ni kasar sangat dengan phone tu. Dengan saya pun awak berkasar, apatah lagi dengan phone...
Moi: *sobbing*
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
My Halloween Diary
He seldom says "I love you". He calls me "sayang" very occasionally. He's never sweet to me.
He goes back to his hometown that's 300km away every weekend. Now that he stays about 20km from me, we still meet once a fortnight.
And last night I whined about not having to meet that often. I complained about missing him a lot. He nagged at me and told me off because I wanted to go to his area and pay him a visit and have dinner together. He left me with a long face during the whole phone conversation. And that was the last time we spoke since yesterday.
Today, at 6.25pm, I received a phone call from him. "Jom jumpa, saya datang tempat awak, bawa awak dinner."
He never said he missed me, but I know he does because he shows.
Maybe it's true he's not a "say-er". Maybe he's a "show-er".
Tonight Imma have a dinner with my Superman :)
-30th Oct 2011
He goes back to his hometown that's 300km away every weekend. Now that he stays about 20km from me, we still meet once a fortnight.
And last night I whined about not having to meet that often. I complained about missing him a lot. He nagged at me and told me off because I wanted to go to his area and pay him a visit and have dinner together. He left me with a long face during the whole phone conversation. And that was the last time we spoke since yesterday.
Today, at 6.25pm, I received a phone call from him. "Jom jumpa, saya datang tempat awak, bawa awak dinner."
He never said he missed me, but I know he does because he shows.
Maybe it's true he's not a "say-er". Maybe he's a "show-er".
Tonight Imma have a dinner with my Superman :)
-30th Oct 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Self-Restraint
Well, I should be restraining myself from reading my old writings as it will only complicate my already complicated mind.
To someone who's torn between fairy tales and reality, getting more confused isn't a good option.
To someone who's torn between fairy tales and reality, getting more confused isn't a good option.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Melodi Hati
Kalau lagu itu masih bermelodi
Akanku dendangkan selalu
Mengisi di dalam hati
Mengukir kenangan jiwamu.
Akanku dendangkan selalu
Mengisi di dalam hati
Mengukir kenangan jiwamu.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Why?
Why are you still with me even when you know I have feelings for someone else as well?
Because I love you so much.
Because I love you so much.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Movie
The thing is I'm not a movie goer. I only watch selected movies and I only watch movie with Superman. And he lives 350 kilometres away from me. Hence I missed a lot of great movies.
Tunggu raya jelah keluar kat TV. :(
Tunggu raya jelah keluar kat TV. :(
The Same Old Feeling
I can't believe after all these years, I can still have this same old feeling, but this time it's towards a totally different man.
I wasn't very much a loyal lover previously, probably I didn't even know how to love and all. And when I found the one I loved so much years back, I felt great. I had the motivation to wake up every morning just to wait for his phone calls or SMS, and my days were spent staring at his photos and counting days for our upcoming dates.
After he had called off our relationship, I kinda lost the spirit to love and be loved. I didn't have the guts to be in a serious relationship.
This mundane routine remained even until the day I met Superman. We had this very casual relationship. If he feels like calling, he would. And I didn't dare making the first stride contacting him. That went on for several months.
Then we became somehow serious. Conversations on marriage took place. We then got involved with each other's family affairs and so on. But there was no romantic feeling whatsoever. It was all casual.
Until recently. I don't hell know where all this mushy, romance come from. I miss him every second right now. I have every intention of staring at his photo every now and then. I feel like calling him just to hear his voice, or if he's asleep I'd watch the video I've taken months back.
I'm in cloud nine. And I can't believe I can still have this same old feeling, but this time it's towards a totally different man.
I love you :)
I wasn't very much a loyal lover previously, probably I didn't even know how to love and all. And when I found the one I loved so much years back, I felt great. I had the motivation to wake up every morning just to wait for his phone calls or SMS, and my days were spent staring at his photos and counting days for our upcoming dates.
After he had called off our relationship, I kinda lost the spirit to love and be loved. I didn't have the guts to be in a serious relationship.
This mundane routine remained even until the day I met Superman. We had this very casual relationship. If he feels like calling, he would. And I didn't dare making the first stride contacting him. That went on for several months.
Then we became somehow serious. Conversations on marriage took place. We then got involved with each other's family affairs and so on. But there was no romantic feeling whatsoever. It was all casual.
Until recently. I don't hell know where all this mushy, romance come from. I miss him every second right now. I have every intention of staring at his photo every now and then. I feel like calling him just to hear his voice, or if he's asleep I'd watch the video I've taken months back.
I'm in cloud nine. And I can't believe I can still have this same old feeling, but this time it's towards a totally different man.
I love you :)
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