For All Those Times You Stood By Me

I never thought losing someone so important in life would lead to a low self-esteem. It sucks and hurts so much listening to other people's stories. They complain that the parents do this and that. And I would speak very silently to myself, "At least you have one to complain about."

The feeling is killing me. It never gets better.

I am all handicapped now. It's almost literally like walking with a foot. Though I may seem okay on the surface, I actually take offense everytime you mention about it. :'(

Ubat Batuk Cap Ibu dan Anak

More often than not, a mother would think what she thinks is the best for the child. On the other hand, the child would have thought in contrary. And both would want to prove who's right.

When it is the case between a mother and her teenage daughter, I'm pretty sure that doesn't really matter. But when it involves a mother and her adult daughter, it always becomes a problem.

The daughter realizes there's a conflict of interest between two from different eras, and the mother feels strongly that her child should act according to her (the mom's) will.

Mothers can be very conservative. Because they want things flow their ways. When they don't, the blame is put on the children.

I don't know what kind of mother would I be.

As for now, I am going down under for real, and no one can object to it. Not even my mother.

Gender Bias

You're trying to say, because I am a damn girl, I have to be extra hardworking as compared to the boys in the house? What is this, a gender-bias?

Didn't I act enough like the sole man of the house already?

Let me be specific;
It's not okay for a girl to abandon what a girl should be doing though she has done everything that a guy should've been doing.
But it's totally okay for a guy to abandon what he is suppose to do because it has been taken over by a girl.

Conclusion: Girl must do everything. Boy can do nothing.

NICE!

Bukan berkira ke apa, but isn't the bias-ness getting too obvious from day to day?

Now you are calling me what? A superhero?

I am NOT! I'm just a girlfriend.

Telur Goreng

I bukan sengaja nak tunjuk kuat ke apa. Masalahnya, kalau I nak jadi lembik sebab sakit pun, tak ada manusia yang sepatutnya peduli dan ambil tindakan, peduli dan ambil tindakan.

I ni satu-satunya anak perempuan, tapi yang lelaki-lelaki semua tak bertanggung jawab aje. I am almost swearing right now I tell you.

Time dia orang sakit I bawa pergi klinik, time I sakit, I pun bawa diri I sendiri.

Bukan nak berkira ke apa, tapi dia orang tu dah hilang sense of responsibility ke?

Kalau nak bermanja ke nak lembik-lembik ketika sakit ke, I akan tunggu boyfriend I ada. Masa tu baru rasa macam ada adik beradik lelaki.

And for your information, I am NOT the eldest.

Shocking, huh?

My Mum Is An Annoying Customer

And thank god I don't have any business deal with her.

Don't Curse, You Damn It!

I'm presently teaching and encouraging my 7-year-old nephew who doesn't speak Malay not to curse.

Don't correct your eyes. I wrote everything correctly.

I told him, it's not nice to say "What the hell."

And instead of saying "Oh, shit!", why not say "Oh, God!"

Tell you what, my technique all works!

One day I took him to the nearest KFC, and on our way there was a stupid car doing something idiotic I couldn't recall on road. So I get pissed and said;

"Fuck! Bodoh!"

"What did you say, Auntie?"

"Oh, I said, er, duck hodoh."

"What's hodoh?"

"Hodoh means ugly. So I was saying that duck was ugly."

"But I didn't see any duck just now?"

Great. Now I am being an angelic aunt and a big fat liar at the same time. How bad can that be?