Surprisingly, ia seperti tahi yang menjadi baja.
Lagi tidak menyenangkan baunya, lagi ia menggalakkan pertumbuhan.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Blessings
I've learnt long ago not to regret anything done. By long ago I meant really really long ago. Probably more than a decade ago.
I have always believed that there's a blessing in a disguise, and everything happens for a reason.
Thus I think I seldom (just to be on the safe side) feel sorry for anything. I'll try to be redha and find the blessings. Even it's really hard.
I have always believed that there's a blessing in a disguise, and everything happens for a reason.
Thus I think I seldom (just to be on the safe side) feel sorry for anything. I'll try to be redha and find the blessings. Even it's really hard.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Reiterating
Dear partner in crime,
Please tell SOMEONE out there that I don't fake expression. Erm, at least I don't know how to.
Thanks babe.
Please tell SOMEONE out there that I don't fake expression. Erm, at least I don't know how to.
Thanks babe.
Teringat
Eh eh, macam ni.
Haritu awak kata "tak berbaloi bagitahu mak" dan saya diam tanpa menempelak. Hari itu ialah 4 Januari.
Biar saya mentafsir di sini. Awak boleh cakap begitu yang bermaksud pemikiran awak tentang saya berubah.
Kemudian saya tulis di situ begitu salah pula?
Wah! ADIL.
Thanks :)
Haritu awak kata "tak berbaloi bagitahu mak" dan saya diam tanpa menempelak. Hari itu ialah 4 Januari.
Biar saya mentafsir di sini. Awak boleh cakap begitu yang bermaksud pemikiran awak tentang saya berubah.
Kemudian saya tulis di situ begitu salah pula?
Wah! ADIL.
Thanks :)
Terlupa
Eh baru perasan.
Kalau ada entri baru selepas 4 Januari tu kan mesti benda ni tak jadi? Sebab tak ada masa nak update perasaan kat sini kan.
Tapi Tuhan tahu lah buat kerja dia, kan?
Tapi tak penat ke mentafsir ye?
Kalau saya, saya penat. Tapi, itu kalau sayalah.
I'm in no position to justify myself. Tu pun kerja yang memenatkan juga. Penat sangat.
Tapi biarlah. Emosi manusia ni selalu berubah. Awak sama, saya pun sama.
So yeah.
Kalau ada entri baru selepas 4 Januari tu kan mesti benda ni tak jadi? Sebab tak ada masa nak update perasaan kat sini kan.
Tapi Tuhan tahu lah buat kerja dia, kan?
Tapi tak penat ke mentafsir ye?
Kalau saya, saya penat. Tapi, itu kalau sayalah.
I'm in no position to justify myself. Tu pun kerja yang memenatkan juga. Penat sangat.
Tapi biarlah. Emosi manusia ni selalu berubah. Awak sama, saya pun sama.
So yeah.
Abode
This, I presume, is no longer that safe abode I call home anymore. Isn't any longer the place to spill my thoughts freely without having anyone deliver judgments towards me.
I feel condemned to even feel what I wish for. I feel that I have no rights to think or feel what I want. I have no rights to even live my life the way I want.
This is no longer the abode where I find serenity in life and tranquility of mind. Where I pick as an escapade to the messiness out there.
I am a pretty messy girl and I don't intend to welcome anymore messiness.
I don't like being judged and questioned of every single act. I'm ALMOST as carefree as I am. Wouldn't it be wonderful if some people have faith and respect my wills?
All I want in life is happiness. And I have my way to seek for one.
I feel condemned to even feel what I wish for. I feel that I have no rights to think or feel what I want. I have no rights to even live my life the way I want.
This is no longer the abode where I find serenity in life and tranquility of mind. Where I pick as an escapade to the messiness out there.
I am a pretty messy girl and I don't intend to welcome anymore messiness.
I don't like being judged and questioned of every single act. I'm ALMOST as carefree as I am. Wouldn't it be wonderful if some people have faith and respect my wills?
All I want in life is happiness. And I have my way to seek for one.
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